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Monday, November 1
 
MISSING ISTANBUL
i just want to take a moment to say i really miss istanbul and the people there. sometimes it is really hard to be a model.
you meet people, fall in love, and then leave. when you leave, the people forget you, their feelings about you change,
and the circle of life keeps moving on without you.

so i kiss you istanbul and i wish you the best, my heart is still with you,
but i use my most powerful yogic techniques to stay in the present moment,
pranayama is really helpful (see pranayama),
so as to look forward and not look back.
if i stop to think, i fear my heart will stop beating.



some memories and posts i didnt have the time to make:

sinel's car...


on my last morning there i went to take photos of this amazing cemetary near this mosque. flower of life on the thombs.


i made dinner for my friends and they made the most amazing desert...so sweet and ymmy with banana's!


i was searching all over town for MD's so i could make my recordings and no one had them and no one spoke english and finally these two young school girls took me in the rain all over town shopping to find me the MD's. we even went to the beauty parlor together to get a manicure and the salon tried to overcharge me and the girls spoke turkish and caught them and made them give me the right price. i love you girls! i hope you are well!!!


my friend melih would always take me in the car wherever i needed to go and one night by the side of the road we found these guys selling these amazing lamps! i wish i could have taken one home! we bought a sky blue one for his daughter.


studio 18 i miss you! thank you for your help with loser magazine!!


landing in milan after istanbul was really hard. i was really sad to leave. i was really happy to see my friends in milan too, but...my friend found out she was pregnant and didnt know if she keep the baby. she waited to talk to me to decide. what responsibility! like i know what to say! sheesh! i just spoke as i think my yogi would speak to her, on a very high spiritual level. anything you decide is ok. god loves you no matter what. that's all i know and all i could say. she's gonna keep the baby and that child will be an indigo for sure. her boyfriend, her family, and one minime to love it! i cant wait!

this exhibition was on in duomo, i love the earth. it is so amazing in the things that exist. much better than i can make in the computer for sure!


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